The Meeting

Every night I dream of you
Will it be reality, will it be true?
I meet you  whether with her or alone
But I´m rather on my own
Never seen her, is she nice?
Everyday  (in realtity) I expect the big surprise
Expect the meeting
            the meeting
            the meeting

You´ve left me that night
without giving a hint
without saying good bye
without any explanation
neither a declaration

I still suffer because of you
Unanswered issues torment my mind
You left me in great uncertainty
Have you got an idea how I´m feeling inside?

The first week, I thought I wouldn´t survive
You weren´t at home
You weren´t available all ´time
You let me hold on 
Til self destruction wanted to come
Sleepless and a heart full of worries
The Present has stopped
 I´ve  started to count the momories

Your caring  friend tried to comfort me
By saying: ´Hey Eva everything is alright
Jan still loves you-I´m sure about it´
But deep in my soul I knew 
The misery has already begun 

I put up a time limit 
but always had the hope
That I don´t need to draw the consequences
That I don´t need to say good bye
That I don´t need to cry
The last night

It was 1 a.m. when I turned on the light
I had the deep desire to write
Write about all my feelings
So you´ll be confronted with all that
So you will NOT igonore
Written words were my only weapons
To defend myself
May you get pangs of conscience sometime


I didn´t expect you to answer 
Maybe I did so- in my sub consience
Well I never heard of you anymore
Well I never met you anymore
Your the flash, which came 
and got right into my heart
to break it and leave it alone

But every night I dream of you
Will it be reality, will it be true?
Will I meet you  whether with her or alone?
But I´m rather on my own
Never seen her, is she nice?
Everyday  (in realtity) I expect the big surprise
Expect the meeting
            the meeting
            the meeting